Endless Night

Wordy affair

2012-02-02T14:50:00.000+11:00

I am too free.

A screencap from Chinese Characters. I think they are just very funny (in a benign way). Especially the last word, the radical (部首) is trying so hard to contain everything in it, which includes a heart, a horse and a moon xD. The pronunciation "biáng" is as funny as the word. Wiki says it refers to Biangbiang noodle. I wonder what are the ingredients of such noodle that it needs such complex expression to describe it, hmhm. It is said that the pronunciation comes from the noise the noodles make when cooked and eaten.

The first word, "zhé", comes with four dragons! Very appropriate for the Dragon Year, but its meaning is not very likable ><.
This really reminds me of hippopotomonstrosesquipedaliophobia (pronounce it out loud and get your tongue twisted). I can't tell which one is more horrible if I were to be punished to write them a hundred times. xD These characters are really bad for the eyes if they ever appear in novels, and I used to think 憂鬱 (melancholy) is bad enough. Hekhek.

I discovered that the Hiragana and Katagana actually come from Chinese characters and kinda follow their respective pronunciations, quite surprised as I thought the kana systems are intentionally developed like the Korean hangul, though some kanas are very obvious derivation. Hemhemhem, no wonder katagana looks so Chinese.

Sources: Wikipedia

Huhuhu, I feel very excited upon this discovery. Very very interesting.

♫♫♫

2011-12-31T18:37:00.000+11:00

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The Piano

The Sacrifice

The Scent of Love

♫ Michael Nyman

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Edward Scissorhands

Ice Dance

♫ Danny Elfman

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Pearl Harbour

Tennessee

♫ Hans Zimmer

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Merry Christmas Mr. Lawrence

Merry Christmas Mr. Lawrence

♫ Ryuichi Sakamoto 坂本龍一

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Scent of a Woman
Por una cabeza

♫ Carlos Gardel

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Casper
Casper's Lullaby

♫ James Horner

Some extra sweetness for your cup of coffee...

That . killer . line .

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Blood +
Saya's Love

August Rush
August's Rhapsody

♫ Mark Mancina

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Lord of the Rings

Evenstar

♫ Howard Shore

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In this century that I live in

I am seriously infected with this lord-of-the-rings disease.

oh man.

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Original soundtracks shouldn't be missed by people who like music.
I happen to like emotional tracks and those with strong rhythms.
It is a joy to encounter nice music in movies.
Have a ♫ day.

This and that

2011-12-23T04:35:00.000+11:00

I found that I did not back up some important folders from previous hard disk.
Wuuuaaaaaaaa. My previous research is gone just like that. Though they are not the most important things, but I tend to think that I will need them at some points. Gone. I am an idiot.

Having said that, I still don't feel better. = <
At least, after rummaging through e-mails, I found that one of the finished assignments had been sent to my tutor. Oh thank you Mr.Tutor for requiring that. At the very least, feeling better.
I keep losing things at the end of the year. Ehemhemmm.
Hopefully I will start gaining things in the new year. Hekhek.

Presenting two photographers from deviantArt whom I like.

zardo.deviantart.com/

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kirliancamera.deviantart.com/

The subjects that I like in photography are objects and scenes.
I am not particularly interested in photography, but I appreciate people who take great photos.
Some people would go as far as an adventure just to take photos.
I just love those ghost ships.

回来了回来了

2011-12-16T01:49:00.000+11:00

终于，我的“笔记本”回到了我的手中。哗哗哗，太好了。
如果没有电脑，我的生活一定可以过得格~外充实。但没了电脑，一大堆事却做不下去 (80%是借口) 其实，没有电脑，我好像一直在睡觉。
我是非常喜爱电脑的。

原有的硬碟资料拿不回来。呜呜……虽然备份了重要的，但不重要的我也需要呀~~ （你很烦呀你）
算了，舍弃后那清爽的滋味我已经尝过了，这次应该用同样的心态来面对。
有时，不知我是乐观还是悲观。

话说那天在机场行李超重十六公斤。老实说，我知道一定超重的了（搬行李时搬得想死），但十六公斤还真出乎意料。本来拍胸脯说好我付就是了, 但是，最终败在了我不是有钱人的份上，便乖乖重新收拾行李去了。哈，花了两个小时真的是舍~弃了一大堆啊！多达十二公斤被我丢进了机场的垃圾桶。本来垃圾桶太小装不进我的舍弃品，便很心虚地把它们打包起来放在垃圾桶旁。过后怎么想都觉得它们太像可疑物品，结果又心虚地跑回去捡起来丢进比较像样的垃圾桶。觉得自己有点白痴。但，在机场啊，还是别惹上可能发生的麻烦。
在机场我可是很守规矩的。

丢掉时真的心痛，因为等于丢掉$ ，也丢了一些实用的文件（纸张可是很重的，切记切记）但比起若没丢而必须付的$$罚金，简直是小巫见大巫。剩下的两公斤拿在手上。只是纸张耶，竟然要两公斤。纸张原来真的是木头（……呵）再剩下的两公斤check-in人员发慈悲地让我过关，我想我这情形在他的机场生涯中不知遇见了多少次。
这些机场人员很有威严，真的有点怕他们（我国例外...吧）

噢，不知不觉已经十二月。
开始玩Hidden Object Games啦啦啦。

Yaaaaaaaaaaaa D:

2011-11-24T23:01:00.002+11:00

Finally the chance is near, the time has come, Yanni will be in Melbourne next year.
But, I won't be here.

(Isn't that poetic?)

The only time ever I wish I will be here.
The saddest part is that the ticket is affordable (can't believe my eyes).
Uueeeeeee. Why you no go Asia?
Well he did, in year 2011. And 2011 is coming to an end so end of story. And Asia = China, Oman etc.

Far far away land......Far far away land......Far far away land......Far far away land......Far far away land......

Someone please build some state-of-the-art performing centre /opera house /concert hall please so that many bands can come.

Should I be talking about this actually? I am depressed.
Over many things.

Need a laugh?

2011-11-22T22:08:00.004+11:00

Funny ad.
I always find rapid Mandarin amusing.

And this is super, super cool!

猫の集会

2011-11-11T23:46:00.002+11:00

Nya nya nya nya nya nyaa
Made my day.

书一本

2011-11-05T01:30:00.003+11:00

人说写作和画画可以抒发情感，希望是真的。
一直都有想画的东西，就只是等着，等到对的时间再画。（就是现在啦小姐）
写呢，要写什么呢。我的中文已退化成超浅白的程度了。也许是去看中国四大名著的时候了？呕……可真的喜欢不上那些。勉强也读过三国演义而已，还是小学版的（笑吧笑吧）。

上次想写一本书。
一本不出名的书，只因我在图书馆瞄到了一眼，好奇了一下，从书架上拿了下来，然后看到了封面有只猫，于是就借回家了。（猫啊~~~~~~~~~好想养猫啊~~~~~~~~~~~）

"The Stone Cage" by Nicholas Stuart Gray.
A retelling of the story of Rapunzel.

今年挖到的一块宝。图书馆真的是满满宝藏的地方。
这是一本猫眼看世界的书（及一小段乌鸦眼看世界）。
从猫的角度出发，我怎么能不喜欢上嘛？
故事很好看，作者非常幽默，真的很幽默。（好浅白的描写，悲哀）

这本书写的是同女巫居住的猫、乌鸦、及被女巫用手段得来的孩子 Rapunzel 的故事。此书重点真的是猫与乌鸦。
此猫自恋至极，就像全世界典型的猫一样；此乌鸦则喜欢用深奥的语文说话。

“Following your instructions, mistress, I stationed myself at the summit of an elongated conifer...Being in a position to scrutinise the environment, I can now report the imminent arrival of additional population..."

超好笑的。

Rapunzel 原来也可以指一种蔬菜，中文叫莴苣 (wōjù)，英文叫 corn salad。
还有还有，从小就知道“格林童话" 这一词，但现在才知道原来格林是作者的名字啊，还以为是地方名…… (不好意思, 没听说过就真的不会知道的嘛）。格林童话既是Grimms' Fairy Tales，德国格林兄弟写的童话，包括 Rapunzel。

作者 Nicholas Stuart Gray 的资料少得可怜，让我有点为他抱不平呢。
这本书已绝版，网上叫价280多澳币。噢， T-T。没钱的人是我，算了。但，那价钱也太夸张了吧喂呀。这本买不到，便买了他的另一本书， Grimbold's Other World，也只有二手的。
Grimbold 是一只猫。
哈哈哈。但这本书不是猫眼看世界。
书中主角问Grimbold：
"Are you really a stray?"
...
"In order to stray, one must first belong. I do not belong."
超~~~~~有型的啦！

怎么会有人看猫像看到鬼般呢？或者觉得它们脏？觉得它们不值得被疼惜？其实，不喜欢动物的人，我不了解。

我想画 The Stone Cage 里的一些场景呢。嘿嘿嘿。

七零八落

2011-11-03T15:23:00.000+11:00

一个人的头脑可以想多少事情？
最近脑中有好多念头，剪不断理还乱。
真的只想躲在被里睡觉。但，世界不是这样的吧。
不解决的问题，如果不解决，永远都会在。
事情可以一件一件解决，但心理上的负担不会因此减轻。

非常不想十年后站在某个地方，悲哀地想，“如果时间可以重来……”
所以，现在速战速决，不是最好吗？
只有一个“但是”。
有时，得到了真的代表失去了。

回去分叉路口的分叉路口中会迷路吗？
人生很长的吧，如果，说难听一点，没死的话。

我说，是本质多愁善感惹的祸吧？这可以治的吗？
好想回家。

差强人意？

2011-10-14T21:23:00.000+11:00

汉典说：

“ 差强人意
【解释】差：尚，略；强：振奋。勉强使人满意。 ”

0_o
我吓。历年来从报纸上对这成语先入为主的印象是代表 “非常差”。
中文真的不能小看。

原来如此啊原来如此。

2011-10-13T13:49:00.000+11:00

好想吐。

Nutrient-less writing

2011-08-20T06:47:00.004+10:00

OOOOO.

Coincidences really impress me sometimes.
They are not worth ranting about, but they make the typical day a little bit weirder than other typical days.
When I encounter the elements from my random thoughts the next second after I had just thought about them, I'd be quite surprised.

Long time ago, while randomly browsing the internet and came across a band's profile, I thought that hm let's see if one of the members has the same birthday as me. It was a totally illogical stream of thought. And whoops, the drummer has the same birthday as me. "What the hell" wasn't enough to express what I felt. What was the chance of this happening, really? I stared at the profile and laughed quite sheepishly.

Just now, among the soliloquies I have with myself while reading a book on museums by different architects, I recalled a video of an interview of an architect which I saw in the lecture long ago. The architect was a famous one, he was interviewed about his design concepts on a particular building. The lecturer thought it was funny because one didn't expect that a famous architect with such eloquence in writing talked quite differently in an interview.

I was thinking hm who was the architect again? Was it xxx?
Then I flipped the page. Then there he is, on the page, with said building.
I was like "Oooh there he is! Should be him~"
But wait. Why is it so convenient that his name just appears like that? I wasn't even predicting or trying to find out who he was, nor did I flip through the entire book yet.

It is a "hahaha" (in a dry way) circumstance, which is just funny. (Yea right......I am very easily entertained)

Or the circumstance in which you want to find a particular word in the dictionary, you grab the dictionary, open it, and your eyes spot the word the moment you open it. A spot-on situation. How convenient is that. Wonderful moment I guess? *dry laugh* That curiously happened quite a few times.

If only this is an ability that can be used. *Lottery here I come~~~8D *

究竟

2011-08-15T01:40:00.000+10:00

性格脆弱啊。
死气沉沉的，怎么也强不起来。

很难对身边很多事物产生兴趣，这种事情怎么逼也逼不来，只可以装。就算某些事情是应该很值得让人惊叹或赞赏一番的，内心最多也只是轻微地 “噢……”；或口头上说说“那真不错啊”；或真的觉得不错，但也只能维持很短很短的一段时间。能产生兴趣的东西很渺茫，很渺茫啊。
若是治得好的病就好了。

有时候想表达很多，但一瞬间却觉得可有可无，最后只留下叹息。
为什么会是这样子
不踏实呢。
什么才是“开始”？何时才算“结束”？

美好

2011-07-09T09:30:00.000+10:00

How does one actually describe music or sound?

<3 <3 <3

Mark Mancina and Hans Zimmer combo. *Sigh~*

Heeheee.

Vrrrrrrrrrr

完结了完结了

2011-06-22T12:41:00.000+10:00

医龙完结了，很失落呀~！！
呜……什么结局啊，让我想大叫而已。
啊~~~~~~~

碎

2011-05-14T17:49:00.000+10:00

杯子被摔破了。
一霎那发生的事，想倒退一秒都不行。
愣着看着后，才慢慢捡起碎片。

从零七到今天……不是没想过，但竟然真的被我摔破。
很惆怅。虽然只是一个杯。

讨厌讨厌讨厌死了。

一如既往

2011-04-29T00:18:00.001+10:00

一如既往，差不多到那个时候了。让人想狠狠发泄的时候。想摔盘子电脑的时候。想破口大骂的时候。欲哭无泪的时候。
为什么呢为什么。

一秒之差的心情转变。

2011-04-25T23:34:00.001+10:00

我想，我会是个一辈子一直都在追求某样东西的人。（咦难道人人都是如此？）

活了，但感觉一直都在做事不关己的事，但非做不可，不然还真不知日子要怎么开始过。心并非如止水，偶尔会有一些涟漪，也许还有一些小鱼跳出水面，但仅此而已。波涛汹涌简直是另一个世界的现象。现在还能有闲情说三道四，若将来的日子中依然夹杂抱怨，那也是咎由自取，虽然非常想推卸责任。大人还能推卸什么责任？

怎样才能波涛汹涌？
有点野心是好的，它让你懂得如何领导生活。并非没野心，只是它不是一个固定变数（什么叫固定变数？又要固定又要变，真是莫名其妙）。它要不见就不见，我也不会巴着不放。（连拴住野心的野心都没，去撞墙啦）

俗话说得好，人的一生都在追求某些东西。俗话说得对，人都是得寸进尺的。所以可以假设，我的问题绝对是全世俗的人的问题。呵真聪明。但我没得寸进尺吔，还想就此打住，只是后果有点不堪设想，所以还是暂且得过且过，只是有点对不起自己（的青春）。但是没有可以让人铆足拼劲的事啊。为什么没有呢？难道我可以上山当和尚了？还是危机还没出现？也许如果老师告诉我：“你- f-a-i-l -定-了”之类我才会吓到（七情六欲全归巢）。这事会发生的机率等同于我会自暴自弃的机率，是多少我也不知道。

也许太喜欢为自己留后路。

突然很想发牢骚。不如说一说我亲爱的课程？它就是贪婪无比什么都要吞噬殆尽包括哲学思想政治艺术科学工程气候环境地理人体构造 *喘一口气* （后没下文）真的，只要有个“人”字被牵涉在内都关它的事；连天马行空的事物都可以拿来写一篇很认真的读得想死又读不死人的文章。等。它好像不允许天马行空这个词的，除非你可以解释你的天马怎么行空，你的马为什么是天马不是地马，为什么非得行空不是钻地，为什么非得是马不是熊猫。感谢它，我终于搞清楚什么叫 Discourse。很好滥用的一个词。老师还会很认真地告诉你那些是重要的文字，否决掉你的直觉（直觉是觉得那些是bulls....sh....) 你若跟它太久久而久之会变得只会说空话,你还会把你的句子编排得特别复杂，并非怕人不懂而特意清楚地解释，而是怕人太明白。

（哦哦！！这就是波涛汹涌了！波涛汹涌的情绪。）

二二四的早晨。

2011-04-22T07:48:00.001+10:00

084501040
这个号码在梦中出现。几个星期前的。不记得从哪儿来。
还有 4826 或 4326 出现同一个梦中。有很认真地想过嗯也许可以告诉妈妈，也许买张toto 什么的会无端发笔横财。当然啦最后我什么都没做，原因其一是忘了这回事，其二是你发古怪的梦谁理你啊。

我为什么会记得这组号码？
人脑很奇妙，一瞬间就可以作很多联想。我记得我梦了这一组号码后就醒了。半夜三更，朦胧中马上想起一个朋友说她也梦过一些似乎事关重大的号码，醒后马上将之写了下来。那号码煞有其事地出现在她梦中，似乎是个人生成功的关键（或类似）。所以咯我也将我的号码写在纸板上，若没写下来而因此耽误了我人生中的大事就吃不消嘛对吧（嚇）。然后继续睡觉。

接着那块纸板被我切啊割啊地做模型去了，因为不记得上面写了东西。模型做完了当然是要拿来欣赏下，翻来翻去时就看到了那些号码。号码刚好九个，又让我想起了Numerology。

曾经有一次不见了东西，非常迫切地要将它找回但又真的找不到，结果灵光一现就上网找办法去了（有点白痴，不好意思）。就这样找到了这网页Numerology。这网页非常有趣，也可以非常无聊，看你怎么看待而已。潜意识的东西让人捉摸不定，游走在科学与迷信的边缘。我就按照步骤打了九个号码，提议是类似“不见的东西在会发放热气的东西附近，它在哪儿，你可能没注意到。”结果啊结果那东西在电视机附近，而我自己找了几百次都没看到（绝对是被妖精偷走了啊！！）。最后是弟弟帮我找到的。若觉得这种推算的预测方法还蛮准的，绝对是因为提议太generalised。发放热气的东西有很多啊。其实结果也可以是弟弟藏起来的，然后骗我说在电视机附近找到。开玩笑啦。

但嘛有几次我不见了东西还是喜欢用这网页，觉得它很有趣。我可以坚决否定某些事物的存在（一点都不哲学啊），但也不介意尝试那些看似荒谬的途径。就是这样矛盾的啦，我也没办法也不想阻止自己。人生中没了矛盾多无聊。

我现在没什么好找的。梦中的九个号码给我的结果是：

22 Lost Object Number
You will find it shortly, possibly through a dream.
难道需再梦一次才会知道号码的真意？！

今天无聊够了。

Out from...

2011-03-13T06:27:00.000+11:00

正在寻找关于memory的图。虽然是作业，但找着找着，看着看着突然感触了起来。
记忆吗。尤其那些Sepia色调的图，最能拨动那根回忆的弦。单调的色调，会让人觉得，时间真的是回不去的了。刚才看了这组摄影Abandon Memory , 让我想起了爸爸的家乡。曾几何时农历新年都会回去，但在某年突然中断了。当中原因似乎有点复杂，但我最好奇的是，为什么我当时都不觉得奇怪？为什么现在才觉得奇怪？这不是很怪吗？

我突然好想看一看那间屋子。本住在那儿的大伯好久以前也搬离了那儿，年老了不好一个人住吧。好多年没见，记得同姐姐说要去探望他，但……却也见不到了。我又想起了四叔公。他来探望我们的时候还历历在目，但，那也是好多年以前了。

曾经住过kampung式的屋子的我们，一定会记得那个好像处处都是陷阱的树林（我尤其害怕有哪条蛇会钻出来咬我一口），那条必须经过那树林才到达的河流，那些不知从哪儿掉下来的橡胶种子们，与一地枯叶为伍。有一个我一直都记不起名字的果实，有点像jambu的那种，但却长了一颗豆。

树林、河流、橡胶果、鸡。
好像是有钱的人的大房子、好像是比较没钱的人的小房子、不知去哪的一条大路。

在那kampung认识的朋友们，已记不起究竟我们是用福建话还是华语沟通，只记得他们的华语有很重的福建口音。有一位朋友要说“我的头发很长”，说成“我的头很长”，我记得我笑死了。我们找她们玩耍，而哥哥找她们的哥哥玩耍。依然记得这两个哥哥走上了那“不知去哪的一条大路”，结果被一窝蜜蜂攻击跑着回来。凄惨哪~

我以前会用塑胶袋捉蜻蜓，捉了后再放（姐姐是共犯），还非常喜欢爬树咧。现在要把迷路的蜻蜓赶出房门我都像在打仗般（蝴蝶请离我远一点）。树，不知何时已变成了提供氧气，美化家园，好像永远矗立在家门前的一种存在。

下次，一定要去看一看啊。
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

想起了中学时候喜欢听的歌。那些歌中念对白式的唱法，不知怎的非常有味道，虽然有时歌词让人摸不着头脑。

尤其《Endless Rain》, 尤其《Tears》, 还有Glay的《Rain》，LS《Forever and ever》……

Days of joy

Days of sadness

slowly pass me by

As I try to hold you

you were vanishing before me

You were just an illusion

When I am awakened

my tears have dried in the sand of sleep

I am a rose

blooming in the desert.

If you could have told me everything
You would have found what love is
If you could have told me what was on your mind
I would have shown you the way
Someday I'm gonna be older than you
I've never thought beyond that time
I've never imagined the pictures of that life
For now I will try to live for you and for me
I will try to live with love, with dreams,
and forever with tears

Laying down outside
With a painfilled heart
Daybreak, gazing at the sky
The star shining, holds my memory
Apart, yet under the same sky
I can see your light
But, why can't my heart reach you
Why can't my love be with you
You just shine my solitary heart
Without saying anything
I embrace your light and memory <—— 就是喜欢那奇怪的语法啦。

《Forever and ever》
Out from my chaos to grace

气势磅礴得不得了。

Memory, you never let me cry
and you

you never said good-bye

事实上

2011-03-10T03:07:00.000+11:00

我不喜欢跟我住同一间房的人开音乐，开出来给你听的那种。这会让我烦躁。

室友很不巧有一组音响，很不巧喜欢开音乐，开的又是我不喜欢的音乐类型（西方的那种主流音乐），而且还一直loop同样的音乐，同一首歌词重复的歌我不知听了多少遍。唉，也不想斤斤计较，也觉得还没必要阻止，只好戴上耳机调高音量，但这又让我不能专心做事。
其实，第一天的时候我也有暗示啦，说我不喜欢那类型的音乐。但那似乎表示不包括不喜欢“听”？

我是在想，为什么有些人（前提是他她有室友，而室友在房内）会想把音乐大声开出来？这不是会让人困扰吗？只是觉得这样做的人有点不会为他人着想。

这是小事一桩，只是当你心情不对劲的时候，小事的角色是有点微妙的。
下次若碰巧我心情真的很不好，也许可以考虑开heavy metal跟室友较量下。虽然我有的只是很rock的歌。

如果开的是我喜欢的类型，我倒是不介意。所以嘛情投意合的人哪有那么容易给你碰上。

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这样的心情，还要读一些莫名其妙的文章，搞得我好想抱怨。

二幺四无关事件

2011-02-14T14:41:00.005+11:00

对1102 2011 这个日子竟有点执著。星期五，在日本叫做 “ きんようび金曜日”。
有点惆怅，觉得在这个难得一见的日子啥也没做，连张照片都没。但我的心情可是比庆新年还要隆重。心情而已，行动是没必要。这个日子可是日本建国日、爱迪生的生日。而且，还是今年度重要的日子（几乎可以保证年尾时它一定是“2011年度重要日子Top 3”）—
埃及独裁者的退休日。
本小姐却在家睡觉。连蛋糕都没咬一口。罢~连蛋糕都没。真是懒洋洋。

生日在二月真的有点尴尬……但看在这也是爱迪生的生日，呵，就自个爽一下。（跟天才沾上边的可悲方法）但今天忽然想起，咦好像至少在这儿小庆祝了一下。就是说写无关痛痒的事儿。

原来这种日子叫Palindromic Date。 Palindrome，是回文？犹记得曾经热衷于回文诗。其实当时是想找回当年在中学课本读到的回文诗，当时非常惊叹于作者的创意，那是什么功力啊？怪不得往后当我阅读 Angels & Demons 的时候会觉得那设计书中文字的人是天才。

咦好像就是这阕诗耶！

天漫飛雪邀梅艶

雪邀梅艶鬥春寒。

寒春鬥艶梅邀雪，

艶梅邀雪飛漫天。

《梅兰竹菊 - 梅》

是不？真能陶冶性情呵。呵。

Breaking (Irrelevant) News
《》 — 书名号，现在被越来越多人滥用。开关引号该用时不用，却用书名号。顾名思义，书名号就是用在书名上嘛，或诗篇或歌曲。还有，有些文章充满了一堆叹号，却不知作者在感叹什么，看了就让人想揍人。（感叹太多就是这样啦，会让人郁闷得想打人）有些访谈刊登在报上，也被编辑在每个句子后加上！。真的！非常！叫人看得眼痒痒！
好啦，我也是喜欢胡乱用括号的人之一。原来“括”读作 kuo! 为啥我一直以为是kua。
在此献上非常好的网页—漢典之标点符号用法简表 http://www.zdic.net/appendix/f3.htm
我想，我也非常适合用破折号，根据漢典，它是“用于话题突然转变”。

滥用标点符号的人，快快走进去！还有，漢典是一块宝，不bookmark一下是罪。
——

两个“呆”粘在一块（槑），竟然读作“梅”，而且意思还真是“梅”。汉字还真搞笑。
——

驿外断桥边，寂寞开无主。

已是黄昏独自愁，更著风和雨。

无意苦争春，一任群芳妒。

零落成泥碾作尘，只有香如故。

—— 陆游《卜算子咏梅》

二幺幺事件

2011-02-11T05:38:00.002+11:00

I get hooked on Escape The Room games once more.
When you mentioned Escape The Room genre, you must mention MOTAS (My law says so)
Mystery of Time and Space.

Two of my friends asked about the same thing:
"Is it a reflection of your ... psychology?"
Happily, it is not. I believe so, don't doubt me.

And I always like HOG! That is, Hidden Object Games. Then, you must mention Mystery Case Files.
Hekhek, people like mystery that can be SOLVED!

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Ah, another day has gone
Another friend has gone
Into the flame
It’s burning love

自分で切り裂いた

胸の傷跡さえ

美麗になるまで

Never

2011-01-14T19:39:00.001+11:00

I only feel inspired when I am not working seriously.
How uncool is that? But nevermind.(Nevermind?!)

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"It's never too early.

It's always too late."

Someone who is no longer in this world wrote this in his journal.

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I always delay what I wanna do. A despicable habit. My personality might not be easy-going, but many things regarding myself are treated with light hearts, which isn't necessarily a good thing. 行动有多重要，长越大就越明白。

It's MOONsoon!

2011-01-08T21:55:00.007+11:00

I never thought through how humid Malaysia is, until I feel it on my skin this year. One word, uhgg.

Here in this state which is infamous for its monsoon seasons, one will really feeeeel it when the maximum humidity strikes. E.g., suddenly the interiors of your wooden closets are wrapped by happy little white fungus. I don't know what will happen if I inhale them while cleaning them off, but well, I have been inhaling them for years.

But but, in recent years, maybe my wooden furniture has finally become genuine dead wood, most fungus don't like them anymore, which is something worth celebrating. Also,this awesome invention - dehuminifier, really makes your wood barren. It makes the piano in my house functioning, or else the piano will ruin your day, no kididng, even heater doesn't help. There's this one looong heater that is running from one end to the other inside the piano and it's on 7/24, but the keys are still like sagging skin losing all elasticity. It was borrowed by Mr. Piano Technician, but I doubt he remembers at all. When he finally remembers it, hopefully the heater is still breathing.

Today on this very cloudy day, let the band that invites storms sing for you. Weee weeeeeeeee~~~
The best rendition in all years. 3:39 不是人

RAIN

And Mr. J
雨下整夜……我的衣一直都干不了……

Babbling till the end of year.

2010-12-31T05:07:00.000+11:00

I sleep whenever I like. I (finally) started reading LotR!
I think of drawing lots of stuff and haven't been successful in doing so (so typical of me, dislike dislike)
I finished playing the latest Mystery Case Files weeee. Maybe I should play again.

And suddenly it is the end of 2010. Wuawuawuawua.

Next year we have 11.01.2011. Someone's big day.
We also have 11.02.2011!! Someone's big day too.
=P
We also have 11.11.2011! Someone's big day!
Wah so many 1s. Chinese should like next year very much.
Anyway, I got my point across, 11022011 it is. Too bad, the person ain't 21 by that time.

Wishing everybody a good and safe year ahead.

大笑时刻

2010-11-25T11:24:00.000+11:00

哇哈哈哈哈。浪费青春心中无烦恼之时。

才怪。
为什么银行不能像McDonald KFC 那样每次那~~么巧都在彼此的隔壁？
Grrrrr.

想买电脑，又不想等到PCFair。
没有电脑，我又能干嘛？画画也不行。
回家吧，但还是必须回来呀。
自古以来(meh~)，烦恼属自找。

原来环游世界之前，必须先环游各国的大使馆哪。虽然我并非环游世界。
被美化了。
逍遥之前，还不是必须经过繁文缛节。*咬牙切齿*

想找日本翻译文学（不不，非村上春树也），但大马书局好像不怎么注重这类文学。
日本作家写的东西挺诡异的。看了漫画版的《魍魉之匣》，也读了一点原版小说。漫画……还真是有点触目惊心。但凡是看过伊藤润二的，或《来自魔界》这类……对这种惊吓绝对免疫。
希望如此。
想找石黒一雄中文版的《浮世畫家》。那故事挺怪的。抱歉，形容词有限。现在才发现，原来Inception的概念早被石黑一雄用了，哈哈哈。

如果我说。

2010-10-16T08:06:00.001+11:00

没有如果

可爱可爱。

王菲也太可爱了吧。

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·%#￥%我超累的超累的呀超累的累死啦啦啦啦啦
这般累时一个星期还过得真慢但又不希望一天那么快完结因为两个星期怎么交出四门科目的作业嘛你说。你说呀？

佛脚呀在哪儿啊啊~~~

我饿啦啦啦

2010-09-16T04:14:00.006+10:00

这下好啦。
终于碰到了一个目标高竞争意念也高连鼻梁也特别高的导师。
可以去撞墙了。
烦
死
了

想剪头发呀呀呀。
有头发这种东西（东西？），真好。剪坏了嘛也没真么大不了。
最多……大脸遮不住而已。

刚才尝试用什么和风昆布（啥啊？）做面汤。忘了它是浓缩三倍的，倒了一大堆结果咸死我。
哎该注意下了，不然没了头发怎么办。

唉。为什么没有任意们呢。想去欧洲。
印尼来的朋友说那门叫 'Pintu ke mana sahaja'。大概。
弟弟说他要的当然是那口袋啦。也对。
以前超想要记忆面包。那就不用啃书了。

哆啦A梦道具大全

我敢说藤子不二雄所画的，我家兄弟姐（妹，既我）都看过了。
和好友谈到多啦e梦的话，她说什么，我都了解；我说什么，她都明白，真不简单。
说着说着，好想吃麻薯啊麻薯。大雄和小叮当也喜欢。

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Sub

Sometimes you have a lot to say. But you can't, 'cause you are surrounded by a so-called majority.
No you can, but you choose not to, 'cause it's a means of survival.You are not ambitious, you don't want to change the world, yet.
Especially when confronted with ignorance, the words are rushing from your heart, to your mouth, only to be swallowed back, without a gulp.

However, there lies a paradox in many things. The notion of "nothing is xxx" is itself a paradox. The notion of "people are ignorant" might come from your ignorance.
I just can't stand, yes I find that I can't stand, people who do not question. Questions lead to many things. Sometimes they lead to things beyond questions, sometimes they lead to where was being questioned. No big deal, for that you have questioned. Answers are all-time questionable. What is an answer? What is a question? Why do you need to question? Why must there be an answer? What are you doing here typing all these?

I am now, impressed by ideologists. How strong their manifestos are, how unafraid when they speak out loud. Revolutionists who do what they speak, how daring is that?
I do not question out loud, but do not assume my brain is empty when a statement is being made. I just choose not to say, for I am not brave, too cautious, not a great speaker, and when thoughts lead to one another, articulation is still finding its way.

This sounds like an arrogant rant, but oh, isn't this one of the uses of blog.
Welmed by a sense of solitude not due to the absence of physical accompaniment.

但愿人长久

2010-08-28T02:27:00.003+10:00

多年前看了他的电影，虽不理解故事但被摄影手法牵引着。
那真实的画面让人难以忘记，女优奔跑着穿越时空试图寻找爱人也寻找自己。

曾因为一部动画名字非常悬而买下，最后是逼着自己看完然后埋在柜子里再也很少拿出来。此动画名为《妄想代理人》。
若干年后知道原来啊是他的作品，怪不得。突然觉得我也许收藏了一样好东西，结果又再把它挖了出来看。
去年才开始欣赏他的作品，还在期待他的新作；而今天心血来潮youtube他的名字，迎目却是RIP Satoshi Kon。

前几天的事啊。

今敏的故事，过目不忘，虽然也许看得懵懂。但他们本来就是超现实的现实。

Sayonara

\('0')/

2010-08-25T00:21:00.002+10:00

A few random things today.
Taking a break from my review assignment (damn as if I have written much...)

LS is gonna announce something today. OHHHHHHHH
What will it be what will it be
Heard that today is full moon :D
Is it? Now I realize I only have the chance to see moon during the day.
Aaaaaaaa. Tour?! *gonna save $ now*

********************************************************************

It's time weeeeee. I actually laughed out loud. Not of happiness, but of amusement.

时光机任意门

2010-08-17T09:03:00.001+10:00

今天十七号了妈呀
妈呀妈呀

虽然，我非常希望时间一下唰---地飞奔至十一月，但过程毕竟还是必须经历的。我已经看到下星期把功课呈交上去的情景。
但现在功课完成度是 nil。妈呀妈呀。瞎紧张就这么回事。

人们在幻想用时光机回到过去时，都是直接回到过去的那一个时间点。有那么简单的事吗？时间是skip不掉的吧。若能回到过去，也许你还是必须慢慢地活回去呢。但时光机就这么回事吧，意味着跳过某个时空，说白一点就是“当什么事也没发生过”。但嘛相对论不是说
相对论说什么来着？
xD

我也好想跳过，但现在我更需要任意门。看，人嘛，最后还是活在当下的。
活啊。活着就是浪费时间。
哦不，是与时间共存共流逝。

那么多废话，其实是不想去上课。结果，潜意识逃避就是本质。时光机任意门，都是跳跃时空最高境界的逃。

哇~~~~~~~~~十七号了。

Common sense please

2010-08-13T22:37:00.004+10:00

Some people are just without common sense, nonsensical etc. whatever you wanna call them.

I wonder why I always have food issues with my housemates. A few generations of housemates, not one. I mean, how hard is it to just open your mouth to ASK if you are not sure the food belongs to which party instead of opening your mouth swallowing the whole thing into your stomach? Ridiculous.

One year ago, people stole my yogurt. Some nonsensical person had the guts to eat my takeaway. Some people thought they could trick me after using my soy sauce by adding water into the bottle. Someone ate my chocolate clearly without my consent.
Recently, I thought I was paranoiac about the quantity of my eggs inside the fridge. I felt they were decreasing, but then I was not so sure whether I ate them. One day I opened the fridge, saw only 2 lonely eggs there. From that point I guessed I was not paranoiac after all.

That day, I went to buy milk, wanna eat my unfinished cereals. Back at home, I opened the cabinet.
Gone. My cereal was gone!
My immediate thought was people threw it away 'cause they might think it was already empty (now think about it, unless they are deaf or daft only they would do that). Ok, was totally fine with that, since there were just a bit left anyway.

I have 3 housemates. 2 of them were friends who only came in during June.
The other day. I was informed by my third housemate that the 2 were actually eating my cereal, and they even invited her to eat along.
See.
I don't accuse people wrongly now do I? Ok, but still excusable since they thought the cereal were left by my ex-housemate who moved out, so it's justifiable for them to eat.
*hit Caps Lock* WELL, SINCE THE CEREAL WAS ALREADY GONE ANYWAY I COULD ONLY COMFORT MYSELF THAT WAY *Caps Lock off*
Again, how hard is it to just ask? Hello~ There are other 2 people in this house apart from you guys. Actually I also had the gut feeling that my cereal was decreasing, but I didn't pay much attention then.

Today. I put my leftover white rice in a bowl, and put it in the fridge so I can make fried rice later. Well, the fridge was quite full, so I put the bowl at the upper section which the 2 friends put their food. My mistake for putting there, really. I just forgot I HAVE to move it to a safer place. Consequently, I found my bowl empty later, oh complete with a few biji rice in it.

>=/
I tried not to judge people, but obviously it's just not possible as human personalities are just waaaaaaay too judge-able. (Eh, circular reasoning? whateeeeeva)
I can bear with the party-ings, with the noises, with the rubbish, unwashed tableware yadda yadda, but don't mess with my food. I will eventually eat you. Ask, and I shall share happily (or hypocritically lol)

Oh damn the whole lack of common sense.
Frank Llyod Wright once said:

"There is nothing more uncommon than common sense."

Remember

2010-08-12T05:57:00.004+10:00

Sugizo - Enola Gay

A Prayer

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回家宣言

2010-08-04T03:14:00.006+10:00

春花秋月何时了

往事知多少。

小楼昨夜又东风

故国不堪回首明月中。

雕栏玉砌应犹在

只是朱颜改。

问君能有几多愁

恰似一江春水向东流。

愁啊。感觉怪怪的。也不知我何时是感觉正常的啦说实在。

真的讨厌 studio 啊。那迫切感……一踏进去就想回家。将来，谁有兴致背包打工旅行，谁向往逍遥的飘泊，千万请想起我。

最近满脑子都是大马。瞧我多爱国。还跑去看 Petronas Ad。瞧我多想回家。
(加句: 宋体真不好看)

Dive to Blue

2010-07-19T04:17:00.002+10:00

这 song-in-the-head syndrome，真不是盖的。
不就看了两集的韩国剧，那配乐在我脑里住了快三天。难道这就是所谓的余音绕梁？但也难怪，那首配乐几乎"盘旋"每一集。

最近一天看蛮多日剧，结果出去时经过身边的人说的话在我听来都是日语。真的。搞得我频频回首看他们。

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Dive to Blue

More like Dive to Death. It's too late to regret, or regret only comes when it's too late?
Eh, 一样的吗？
Hyde 非常值得一画。呀~~~~~~~~~~><

The Architecture of Quotes

2010-07-11T06:29:00.005+10:00

Fuyoh, such a title. Just a joke.

Michelangelo Buonarroti

“The greater danger for most of us lies not in setting our aim too high and falling short; but in setting our aim too low, and achieving our mark.”

"If people only knew how hard I work to gain my mastery, it wouldn't seem so wonderful at all."

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Leonardo da Vinci

“While I thought that I was learning how to live, I have been learning how to die.”

“He who wishes to be rich in a day will be hanged in a year”

I almost forget that he invented the scissors.
*worship Leonardo*

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Frank Lloyd Wright

"I'm all in favour of keeping dangerous weapons out of the hands of fools. Let's start with typewriters. "

"The present is the ever moving shadow that divides yesterday from tomorrow. In that lies hope."

"Early in life I had to choose between honest arrogance and hypocritical humility. I chose honest arrogance and have seen no occasion to change." In later years..."I feel coming on a strange disease -- humility."

"Youth is a quality, not a matter of circumstances."

(Don't you think he is an interesting man?)

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Louis Kahn

"The creation of art is not the fulfillment of a need but the creation of a need. The world never needed Beethoven's Fifth Symphony until he created it. Now we could not live without it."

......well-put in words about what I thought about da Vinci's scissors. *clapclap*

His famous (infamous) quote:

“To express is to drive.
And when you want to give something presence,
you have to consult nature.
And there is where Design comes in.

And if you think of Brick, for instance,
and you say to Brick,
"What do you want Brick?"
And Brick says to you
"I like an Arch."
And if you say to Brick
"Look, arches are expensive,
and I can use a concrete lentil over you.
What do you think of that?"
"Brick?"

Brick says:
"... I like an Arch”

Ok bah I am lazy now.
These are just very few big names that either keep occurring in lectures or that it's just common sense to have known them. I like inspirations, the bad side is I get uninspired very quickly and usually forget about the inspirations but luckily I like inspirations (it's a loop).

Keep on~ whining

2010-07-06T21:12:00.004+10:00

Today I officially hate protruding corner.
Those stupid corners with just a few centimetres protrusion. For goodness's sake what for man. I am those who always kick on them, plus the fact that my steps are always big long strides......can you imagine the momentum when my toes hit one?

Just now, bang! and a few audible cracks and I was like "Ffffffff.......#*$&!"
It bleed, the kind that the blood dripped along my way to the toilet.

Once, I had to carry the blood from my cut finger using my other hand, and the blood actually escaped my knuckles and still dripped on the carpet. And that's the smallest deep cut I had ever made.
You have to admire the wonders of arteries. Or perhaps I lack some sort of vitamin? Hmm.

My friend's finger was cut by a bandsaw. That's really omg. Whenever I imagined that I have to shake my head and blink a couple of times to shake off the horrible scene.

One of that kind. Gaaaaaaah. Big machines scare me
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Ceramics

2010-06-30T21:01:00.010+10:00

I made a ceramic vessel in ceramics class. I had a good idea of colouring it with shades of blue, underneath which was ebony black, and colouring my tree-like ornament with green.

So that was many weeks ago. Today I went to the Ceramics Studio to take back my stuff. Oh mannnn, my vessel.....D=
It's known that you can't trust the colour of glaze (coatings), 'cause most of the time they don't turn out the way they mean to. It's too heavy I was not able to carry it back.

So I shall show my other works! They turned out pretty cool hey.

They are sculptures, so they need no explanation. Nyahahah.

Pu / du

2010-06-26T05:57:00.006+10:00

I just knew that the Pudu Prison was demolished, or to be totally demolished, well at least the main gate will be kept.
WHAT?!
I was, shocked

Now, that's very lame.
There are videos on Youtube but I feel reluctant to watch 'cause it's saddening.
I now honestly think.....there are people who are incapable of using their brain to the fullest there.

Look. It is not an eyesore. There are alternatives and you choose to pull it down.

Finally watched the video. The walls were pushed down effortlessly by the bulldozers and they fell like tumbling lego pieces. My heart goes out for you T-T

我，感觉很好！

2010-06-22T23:47:00.001+10:00

张玉华。原谅

机缘巧合下，被我挖了出来。
喜欢。我忘了原唱者是Kiroro，想起后才觉得还真有 Kiroro 的风格。怀念。这首歌是我常听电台的那个时候播的呢。

最近一直画，好~~~~~~~有满足感呀哈哈哈。但画得慢死了。放假了，我还有一些东西留在studio，但根本不想踏进studio，真糟糕。拖了五天，不知它们是否已命丧垃圾桶…我其实也不太想理。假期嘛，不用脑，我脑袋里那些乱七八糟的也减少一半。

最近也好想看戏剧，但我的网路data不是无限的，唉唉。还有，ulcer 袭击我的嘴，很讨厌呀！！吃东西困难，搞得我也懒得吃（骗人的）。明天去买薯片吧哈哈哈，食物减价是很难让人抗拒的。

看了Shrek, 太棒了。笑个不停，喂继续出续集嘛。明年会有 Puss in Boots 的故事，weeeee 我一定捧场。谁因为Shrek是青色的而不想看的话…你们吃大亏了。

好。现在干嘛去呢？

The Geek

2010-06-13T11:09:00.002+10:00

Hahahahaaa the expressions...
Iryu ~~~ ♥
加藤晶 ~~~ ♥

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After I finally caught up with the latest chapter.
I wanna cry.
Man whatthehellwhatthehellwhatthehell
Team Medical Dragon is the only manga that makes me shocked, always.
I still have an exam ok............don't upset me.

I have been awake since like, forever, AND THEN

2010-05-29T02:02:00.000+10:00

Luna Sea Rebooot???
What's that? what's that? what's tjatodslknp.

kjgafoihn.

Kyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

Let's partaaaay

You are somewhere.

2010-05-27T00:39:00.002+10:00

Lost in the darkness, hoping for a sign
Instead there is only silence,
Can't you hear my screams?

Never stop hoping,
Need to know where you are
But one thing's for sure,
You're always in my heart.

Within Temptation - Somewhere

Listening to this song while I 枯竭。

Where are you?!
So much works. 'Many works' does not apply here.
Uni tries to kill me.

In dire need of working mood and inspiration.
Sticking oneself in one's room doing works all day all week make oneself uninspiring, un-inspirational, inspiration-less whatsoever.

A tree is a tree. A box is a box. Water is water. I become so dead.
I am a snail. It freaks me out sometimes, but I don't hate it. Now that's the problem.

I don't wish for 30 hours a day, it does not make much difference when you are one who has been awake for too long and forget when is the last time you took a shower.
I only wish that I have 4 days for weekend. Ha.
I wish I don't have to do presentation. They are 'eww-er' than participating in debates.

I have been opening my wardrobe on and off. I store food there.
Sadly, by doing so food won't just appear out of nowhere.

Now that I fulfilled my writing mood, I shall start doing other stuffs.
I really want to draw (no plans, no sections), but that will kill my grades.
=(

I have been negative for too long hey.

Where's Mad Hatter?

2010-05-19T00:25:00.000+10:00

I love tea.
I love drinking tea.
I need to drink tea.

My tea box

is ALMOST EMPPPPTY!

yes it's that dramatic.
Someone please export me some tea, preferably ceylon tea. TEA!
I don't want tea bags. =(
I come to dislike self-made coffee without fresh milk. =/
But I like tea with condensed milk. =D

But my tea....
sob, sob.

I am drinking my second last cup of tea.
The rest is tea bags. I have plenty, but they are not that delicious. =/
But I don't have time to hunt for tea.
I can't even make proper meals now.

生命，生活。

2010-05-07T01:08:00.002+10:00

只要还有明天，就是个奇迹。

如果能体会到这一点，

日常生活中，无处不是幸福所在。

長島千惠

Nagashima Chie

Tears

2010-04-21T11:37:00.005+10:00

T-T
Ahahahahaha

Nigahiga's later videos made me laugh and table-banging.

*choke*

Oh ma 妈~~~呀

2010-04-11T12:56:00.001+10:00

I tried and try hard to make more sense in what I was and am doing. I ended up and end up becoming more insane and nonsensical. Why is there a lapse of time between my actions?
No idea. I lost and lose the sense of time.

现在的生活是：咖啡 - instant茶包 - genuine茶叶。我清醒不知几粒钟。连华文都变烂。

冲茶时，把烧水倒到茶叶中，等啊等，咦茶叶你怎么怪怪的？咦该变茶色的水怎么还是开水？一摸，$*^#!@% 水是冷的。咦我不是开电烧水了吗？
原来开的是暖炉。(-_-)

怎办，我不想浪费。结果干了人生一项蠢事 - 用微波炉煮/ 烧/ 蒸/ 烫 etc 茶。
我明明还蛮清醒的说。

每天在瞎紧张，灵感却替我睡觉去了。
复活节假期是灾难。下次你还是别来了。总之，貌似灾难会持续到年尾。

Title being un-titled

2010-04-07T05:36:00.005+10:00

What a pretentious life.
喂你从前就已经悲观的了。

In mangas they always have this raison d'être cliched theme . Maybe it's too cliched, I always feel it's rather stupid.

It's all about me and me and me and me.
Oh man, where is the quiet secluded place. 我去成仙算了。

The next moment I might get heated up by whatever and start dancing.
3 is a cheating s****d broadband company.
I dislike Tuesday, clueless meaningless a day invented for craps.

The night will be longer, with insanity

2010-04-04T02:05:00.006+11:00

Wooot. Today I earn an extra hour. But jeez, it's holiday anyway. Tak untung (-_-)

I listened to MJ singing 'Ben' just now. *_*
Ouuu the ultimate sentimental pet song for a weird horror movie.
Really weird. Really nice.

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OM "Love Exposure" (愛のむきだし, Ai no mukidashi) is so crazily insane HAhahahaha
I think, it's a love story. Hilarious. Not really.

It's 4 hours. It's eating up my internet data allowance. It's killing my time. It's killing my mood to do assignments. I have a premonition that I will be regretful to death later.

I think I am becoming more insane after watching that.
Tell you, it's really becoming more and more insane (and disturbing) as the movie goes. Be prepared if you decide to click on the link.

歌

2010-04-01T19:46:00.003+11:00

姐姐的blog放了莫文蔚的歌，嗯好歌~以前蛮喜欢她的 “盛夏的果实”。
想起最近喜欢的歌。

空港

没有你那又怎样？

没有你就是这样。

没有你不会怎样。

Forgiven

You gave up the fight

You left me behind

好伤感的。

Don't be sinful

2010-03-30T18:46:00.000+11:00

^&*Q#W%^$&%
Such a bad day in a long time.
Damn I need to throw some glasses porcelains whatever brittle really hard on the ground. No it's not DAMN, it's F.

Lust? Jealousy? Lies? They are said to be sins.

But stupidity, is really a sin. I mean conscious stupidity.
"There's no sin except stupidity."
Oscar Wilde.

紫

2010-03-04T18:55:00.002+11:00

Morning light shines in my room
I'm holding dreams of you

Amethyst is my birthstone.

(Source: swarovski-gems.com)

Show me fangs

2010-02-28T23:08:00.006+11:00

I have finished watching 'Interview with the Vampire' the movie! Yaaaay
(I actually feel distressed as class starts tomorrow)

While reading the book, Lestat is the one I think is really interesting.
Lestat de Lioncourt. Even the name kills.

Lestat is sort of nuts.
And Tom Cruise as Lestat, just pleasant.
If he were to act more in this kind of movies, I will like him like I like Johnny Depp ;D

Lestattttttttt :D

The author of the book initially objected to the casting of Tom Cruise as Lestat. But later she was impressed by his acting. I say, he was great. Kirsten Dunst is equally great. Like whoa. She was just 12 then.
Now only I know why are people labelling Brad Pitt as a 'pretty boy'. I should say I was born too late for his pretty-boy era.

Louis

Luckily, the second book of this chronicles is ------
Vampire Lestat.

This film was banned in Malaysia (hahahahaha)
This is not a book for everyone. It has that mysterious ancient smell which is just my cup of tea.

The movie is nice although they changed it a bit. A BIG change to the ending though.

"I assume I need no introduction". My favourite quotation in the whole movie.

SPOILERRR

Pop pop pop

2010-02-22T13:33:00.009+11:00

Rarely do I listen to this kind of music. Most of the time it makes me headache. Artificial sounds are so hard to digest.
But a certain electropop beats is just nice.

Susumu Hirasawa - The Girl in Byakkoya

I think its composition is marvellous.
This is the song from "Paprika" directed by Satoshi Kon (今敏）. He is not as widely known as Hayao Miyazaki, but he makes really unique animations.
I know him through "Millenium Actress" (千年女优) years ago, which its directing impresses me.

Clips from "Paprika". Animation like this is irresistable!

Ayumi Hamasaki - Evolution (Live)

Live performances are always magical.
They make you like songs you used to dislike, reallllly.
The piano version of this song is very nice too.

Treasures I discover today!

Yanni - The Storm

There you go crazy harp.
This song is based on Vivaldi's "The Four Seasons - Summer", with a traditional beat that sounds a bit techno. Yanni is branded "New Age"...Not for the conservative classical music lovers.

Yanni's lives are very captivating.
Everyone is so talented in the orchestra. The keyboardist's solo, the violinist's solos, the didgeridoo player's solo (yeah...) ... ~sigh~

Yanni - World Dance

I don't mind paying 100AUD to see him live.

Maksim Mrvica - Merry Christmas Mr. Lawrence

Maksim oh Maksim ♥
Originally by Ryuichi Sakamoto (坂本龍一), for the movie Merry Christmas Mr. Lawrence (1983).
The original one is very soothing.
*~Dancing~*

为啥？

2010-02-21T13:15:00.002+11:00

现在总是时不时觉得烦。
又发作了烦死了
烦死了啊我觉得现在的我。

不为啥，然后就会看一切不顺眼。
有时静下来想，若我是古代的独裁君王，发怒起来很可能会滥杀无辜。
有时晚上发神经似的心情特别好。（几率十巴仙）
半夜听见猫的惨叫声心跳会慢两拍，在马路上看到一堆无形的不明物体脸会僵三秒，之类、之类。有时觉得我没事好干了吗？
有时会恍然大悟……
原来我的生活态度有点消极。有时根本忘了我的大悟。
我记得我小时候超积极的呀。积极的程度简直有点病态。

这是什么？现代人隐约隐约的精神病？〉=/

Who is this handsome guy

2010-02-10T16:44:00.003+11:00

Ini Chopin.

Wow, I thought of Chopin as if he's from long-long-ago land.

I am unaware that he is quite modern.

(Don't argue with the definition of 'modern' here, it's a feeling)

Yeah he is handsome 'cause he made good music

ahahahah

He died at age 39. (What? *sob*)
Many of my favourite pieces from him are posthumous,
which are published after his death.

Waltz Op. 64, No. 2

Hippopotomonstrosesquippedaliophobia

2010-02-06T02:06:00.003+11:00

It's the fear for long words.

I don't know, are they serious?

The correct spelling is "hippopotomonstrosesquipedaliophobia",
according to en.wiktionary.org/wiki/hippopotomonstrosesquipedaliophobia

Ok, one alphabet short, making it 35 characters.

There are some creative minds out there.

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Meaning-of-flowers

January	Carnations
February	Violets
March	Jonquils
April	Sweet peas
May	Lilies of the valley
June	Roses
July	Larkspur
August	Gladiola
September	Asters
October	Calendula
November	Chrysanthemums
December	Narcissus

Which flower are you?
Violets I am, though I prefer Narcissus.
;)

Those moments

2010-02-01T22:36:00.010+11:00

Regarding a SLMoon Video on YouTube

- hulkmeister23 (2 weeks ago)

Why wasn't there ever a Sailor Earth,
I've always wondered about that?

Regarding iPad

-Will there be an iTampon in the future?

My father

- GAaaaah!! WeEEH!
(He's actually sneezing)

Ahahahaha I think they are so funny >DDD
(om my eyes are full of tears now)

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Thus I started searching Sailor Moon (one of those moments, you know).

Moon~ and the uber-cool khinsider

I like some of the music, damn so nostalgic.
The website also has full episodes of SLM.Whoa.
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>=\

2010-01-28T09:45:00.005+11:00

I have a foul mood quite often recently. Grrrrr.

No longer in those emo periods, duh my teenage years had passed.

Yet something just prickles your heart.
Noise, people talking, too many people, movements etc.

I've pricked my heart!!!

咖啡猫的哲理

2010-01-24T14:27:00.006+11:00

Garfield 这肥猫∶

· 喜欢喝咖啡（对一只猫来说还真奇怪）
· 喜欢吃意大利面和Pizza
· 喜欢花儿。也喜欢破坏花儿。（有点 S 的感觉 0_o)
· 超喜欢圣诞节
· 对自己的年龄非常在乎
· 讨厌星期一
· 喜欢它的玩具熊（只有这点可以称得上可爱）
· 不喜欢抓老鼠
· 是现实主义者

Garfield 式的幽默，棒透了不是？
曾几何时，我对咖啡嗤之以鼻。对咖啡猫也嗤之以鼻。
我好友说喜欢，我记得我对她摆出一脸怪相。
有点莫名其妙。

从来都不是那种死都不愿改变的人。反之，我不介意变。

很多时候，我只是懒得理。

Conscience?

2010-01-21T16:10:00.005+11:00

I will put my mug of tea or coffee without touching it for half a day beside me.
The next time I look at it, the almighty ants are alllll over my mug.
I wouldn't want to kill ants. Before. I will shoo them away, or 'flick' them away.

But there were times I was on a bad mood, then they came.
Then I would walk into the toilet with my mug on my hand straightaway.
I don't know whether I should feel bad. It's a consciously commited 'crime'.

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Weird thing apart, I have an account on DeviantArt 2 months ago.
And I stumbled across its LOL Corner.

http://news.deviantart.com/article/73013/

This lifted my mood so much as I lol real hard.
If someone is on a foul mood right now, go on. ;)

Providence

2009-12-31T12:23:00.003+11:00

I only like providence in this form.
It's hauntingly beautiful.

Providence, rendered by the Warsaw Philharmonic Orchestra.
There are many good music which
you may not discover them in your whole life.
But there's no other way apart from coincidence.

趴趴熊般的假期

2009-12-29T10:17:00.010+11:00

看了这张图后，突然很想冲杯咖啡。

趴趴人生。

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This song, "The Invisible Wall" by the Gazette, in my mind all this while, its chorus goes like this:

"Sono menu, sono menu, sono menu, uuyeea~~"

That doesn't make sense.

Then eventually, my curiosity leads me to search for the lyric.

......

"Sorrow made you, sorrow made you...."

Ahahahaha. But it's a nice song.

Also, I was quite convinced that 80% of the lyric are in Jap. I was so wrong =\

Anyway, whatever.

The Invisible Wall

Little Fugue in G minor

2009-12-28T06:50:00.001+11:00

Let's have a little bit of Bach.

How cute is this.

因为现在有这个心情

2009-12-23T02:25:00.006+11:00

近来真的变废人了。脑海里想着要出去办事逛街购物，结果还是呆在家。
坏习惯卷土重来，我的白天又被睡掉了，结果不能弹琴。

觉得自己做事总是慢吞吞地，慢功出细货嘛比较像是借口，我总是少了那股冲劲。
说这是因为我的画一直没完成。

最近看 Soul Eater，好好好笑。故事不啰里啰唆，又有独具一格的幽默。

说要在这悠闲长假买些特定的书来看。
结果，上次去了书展，根本不记得本来的目的。目不暇给，不记得也怪不得。
哦，倒是买了“尼采文集”。看了几十页，结论是我是个肤浅的人。

上火车前买了一本书，John Sandford 的 Broken Prey, 还停留在64页。
现在都不记得故事了。

老人与海，不知停在第几页。
记得姐姐说对那个华文翻译没信心，哈哈哈。（喂人家是渔夫吃沙丁鱼配饭是没罪的）

也看了 Luna Sea 的 One Night Dejavu ♥

错！

2009-11-05T00:37:00.003+11:00

题目有点惊人？
不，只是突然想到为什么 “错” 是金字旁。
上网查查，它的本义似乎是 “用金涂饰, 镶嵌”。

为啥会演变成一个带贬义的字？

最近尝试教自己日文，在想会日文上网搜查日本音乐也会较方便吧，oho 。麻烦的只是日文汉字而已。
又不是假期，我竟在做这等事。

对文字有兴趣，上次也尝试学韩文，现在都要忘光了，但 banana 怎么写却忘不了。
忙死的时候都有买 banana，这水果太方便了。有一天我只啃两条 bananas，唉，现在终于有时间好好煮一餐。

青玉案

2009-11-04T01:10:00.006+11:00

此 “案” 读 “碗”，难以想象为什么。作者的名字都好怪，但又挺吉利的。

“东风夜放花千树，更吹落，星如雨。宝马雕车香满路。凤箫声动，玉壶光转，一夜鱼龙舞。

蛾儿雪柳黄金缕，笑语盈盈暗香去。众里寻他千百度，蓦然回首，那人却在灯火阑珊处。”

- 辛弃疾

这个 “他” 是个 “她”。

The outgrowth on your head

2009-10-12T23:20:00.017+11:00

My assignment requires me to find information on horns.

Then I saw theeeese bizarre pictures on Wiki (Neh, 'cause I saw it for the first time)

The spiralll-horn goat!
How cool is that?

Hm it might be quite popular
among the opposite gender
;D

The the the three-horn sheep!
I vote for you to become
the leader of the flock.

No sheepish sheep it is, eh?

People are getting more relaxing towards the end of semester, but why not us?

The assignments flock towards the end of semester.

Bbbaaaaaad (Genie's tone) thing.

Update: Just found this.
Who don't love Genie? He's just insanely funny.
You bbaaaaaad boy.

oh Lord......of the rings

2009-10-02T12:15:00.006+10:00

All that is gold does not glitter,
Not all those who wander are lost;
The old that is strong does not wither,
Deep roots are not reached by the frost.

From the ashes a fire shall be woken.
A light from the shadow shall spring;
Renewed shall be blade that was broken,
The crownless again shall be king.

~J.R.R. Tolkien

Stumble!

2009-09-28T04:18:00.003+10:00

I stumbled into Wikiquote ne.
So I clicked on the big names hoping to see big words.

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"We are what we think.
All that we are arises with our thoughts.
With our thoughts we make the world."

"Do not believe in anything simply because you have heard it. Do not believe in anything simply because it is spoken and rumored by many. Do not believe in anything simply because it is found written in your religious books. Do not believe in anything merely on the authority of your teachers and elders. Do not believe in traditions because they have been handed down for many generations. But after observation and analysis, when you find that anything agrees with reason and is conducive to the good and benefit of one and all, then accept it and live up to it. "

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;)
Guess who said that.

Miaohahaha

2009-09-26T22:50:00.024+10:00

What's with the laugh?
I have been reading a manga about a cat's everyday life, and he laughs that way.
See~ X)

Ahahahaha it makes me laugh. And I have a reason to laugh now.
The mangaka is quite a genius as she is able to draw the human side of cats with cats' demeanour. It's so damn amusing. Cats are good, you know.
(This manga is 《茶茶的日常生活》)

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What a day to remember

2009-09-20T05:12:00.004+10:00

2009 2009 ne.

Wth I spent more than 12 hours sitting in front of my desk, thinking hard for my homework. The result? Nothing spectacular. Wthhhhh

I did think hard but too much. Oh I did not open my laptop at all till now. What an achievement.

Hmmmm。

2009-09-13T02:16:00.005+10:00

This is really weird.

There is this profile picture of my friend which shows a silhouette of a Chinese temple.

Then there is this caption: Rantau Panjang Chinese mosque, Kelantan.

I was like wth...?! I have never heard of this mosque although I am a Kelantanese. Hm maybe it's a new one. So I was thinking, is it a mosque for the Chinese or a Chinese temple which serves as a mosque? The concept is kinda confusing. =S

So google I did, aah it is a mosque which adopts a Chinese architectural style.

See, there's nothing weird about a mosque with Chinese architecture, as I believe in China this kind of architecture does exist. The weird thing is, it is IN Kelantan.

Eh? In Kelantan? I can't help but smell some, err, 不单纯的动机。 Ehem.

Well, if it can stand for the next couple of decades, it might make its way into books, for its existance is nothing to be taken for granted.

Hopefully we will see more interesting things happening in this boring state, eh.
(For example, a decision to build a cinema, a theme park etc, woohooo~~ *wake up, wake up*)

棋子在脑海中互相残杀

2009-08-15T00:16:00.014+10:00

看一部漫画, 提到 Chess。脑中尝试想起棋子的布阵，好在，还记得。

西洋棋, 酷! 尤其是闪闪发亮的棋子 *-*

家里有一幅，觉得还蛮精致，但 chess board 看似非常脆弱，毕竟只是厚纸一张，用多了自然老化得快。

没事用 WordWeb 找 KING 的定义，竟是 "The weakest but the most important piece"。哇哈！一针见血，笑死我。它可以走那么一次一步，就算 Pawn 杀到来也来不及逃得远远。（好，是我策略不到家）连 Pawn 都可以横跨两步啦，但谁让它那么重要呢。

记得每次都拼死保护 Queen，因它最神；或拼命把 Pawn 格格爬上8th Rank。然后， “PAWN power, Make Up！” 变身。

下西洋棋印象中并没什么特别风光的纪录。看着骏马被人家的庸兵（人家的是庸兵，我的是 Riders of Rohan!! ) 揣一脚还是会心痛的，Queen 被俘虏了会欲哭无泪。有时会剩 King 孤零零一棋，当然啦没了女王你什么都不是（噗)。

小时常与哥哥下，有一段时间搬棋去学校与好友下（哗想不到我也有“琴棋书画”的校园生活）。

想想有三四年没碰了。以前还会在 Yahoo Games 下。现在下我的兵力一定很快被吞噬殆尽。

才知道原来这个局面是 draw?? 什么嘛~
每次碰到这个局面时黑的我还是会觉得我输啦。

其实不懂西洋棋的正统规则，因为都是看着哥哥学着玩的。记得中学时有参加 Chess Club, 废的。我校大多数学会是名副其实地名存实亡。

http://i.domaindlx.com/minirocket1/rulesforchess.html

“Checkmate can be accomplished with a bishop and a knight, or one rook, or one queen. If both sides only have their king and one bishop (or knight), the game is a draw.”

呵呵呵，谁叫你 Bishop 只可以斜走?

在棋局上意兴阑珊地说 CHECK · mate · 应该会很过瘾吧？

Brass Chess

这个 3D model，漂亮。

So sorry

2009-08-09T00:55:00.008+10:00

So sorry your world is tumbling down

I'll watch you through these nights

Rest your head and go to sleep

'cause my child

this is not our farewell

Our Farewell - Within Temptation

在企图挽留生命但它还是烟消云散时，它存在过的证明会变得非常有杀伤力。
生离死别，真的就是生离死别。

没有天堂的重遇，没有地狱的重逢。

无论如何，请保重。

嘿嘿嘿

2009-08-01T02:38:00.012+10:00

嘿什么？没事，这叫心血来潮。

好难得认真做功课（绝不是心血来潮），结果败给了到处溜达的乐趣。死性不改。

我其实是在做功课的。嘿嘿。在找关于 Dubrovnik 的资料，除了上网还有哪里可以找到一堆图画嘛？（我，理直气壮！）

那真是一个美丽的地方。

还有还有，发现那边好像很多猫。结果我对它的好感增加百倍。我将来要去的地方，又多了一个。

猫，真的可以招财。
猫儿~~~来~~~啦！

唉，刚才看了 The Pirate Bay's founders 被判的消息，我还是乖点写个什么 disclaimer 吧。ALL　pictures are taken from the net, thus, not mine. （废）

名副其实的 kuro neko 啦～

我正在～喵～望远方。

Cats Series 1: Brown Cat and the Ancientness of Dubrovnik (烂)

I maaaau some of the you-know-what.

来来，一人一边。

全都是Croatian kitties =D

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好像是去年，跟朋友看了一部匪夷所思／莫名其妙的电影。记得看到它的简介时，兴趣是１％．那为啥还去看？

除了免费，还有什么理由？当时剩下的免费电影就只有它。

看完后，朋友无语。其实，全场好像也没有声音。那部电影叫 "Tony Takitani"。トニー滝谷。

当时觉得不错，虽然根本不懂那部电影到底真正讲啥。我是乐观看电影的。从来只有一部电影，让我觉得是报纸写的那种所谓的废片。它叫无极．不好意思写出来，但我不懂无极什么意思，不能暗示。本要用 Google language tool 翻成英文敷衍下，但，Google 的翻译更让我无言。

哦，刚刚其实想说，无意发现了这部 Tony Takitani 原来改编自 村上春樹 Murakami Haruki 的原著。哗！久闻大名，但他的作品一本也没看过。眼镜有点跌了一下，原来我看不懂大师级的作品。

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2009-07-29T18:25:00.002+10:00

Have a blog elsewhere, but couldn't customize much.

Let me play around and I will see what can I do here.

Endless Night

Wordy affair

♫♫♫

This and that

回来了回来了

Yaaaaaaaaaaaa D:

Need a laugh?

猫の集会

书一本

七零八落

差强人意？

Nutrient-less writing

究竟

美好

完结了完结了

碎

一如既往

一秒之差的心情转变。

二二四的早晨。

Out from...

事实上

二幺四无关事件

二幺幺事件

Never

It's MOONsoon!

Babbling till the end of year.

大笑时刻

如果我说。

我饿啦啦啦

但愿人长久

Sayonara

\('0')/

时光机任意门

Common sense please

Remember

回家宣言

Dive to Blue

The Architecture of Quotes

Keep on~ whining

Ceramics

Pu / du

我，感觉很好！

The Geek

I have been awake since like, forever, AND THEN

You are somewhere.

Where's Mad Hatter?

生命，生活。

Tears

Oh ma 妈~~~呀

*Title being un-titled*

The night will be longer, with insanity

歌

Don't be sinful

紫

Show me fangs

Pop pop pop

为啥？

Who is this handsome guy

Hippopotomonstrosesquippedaliophobia

Those moments

>=\

咖啡猫的哲理

Conscience?

Providence

趴趴熊般的假期

Little Fugue in G minor

因为现在有这个心情

错！

青玉案

The outgrowth on your head

oh Lord......of the rings

Stumble!

Miaohahaha

What a day to remember

Hmmmm。

棋子在脑海中互相残杀

So sorry

嘿嘿嘿

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Title being un-titled

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