Gaaaaaaaaah

I hate it when I lose something.
It's the worst when you realise ages after you have already lost it.
And if it's something of a sentimental value.


"I can't believe your freaking stupidity."
"Can you go bang yourself on the wall?"
"Can you just.....#%&@*^!"


When you are angry with yourself you just want to curse yourself.
When your memory fails you, you wish you will just trip and fall and then be angrier.
Yes yes, irrationality comes to play.

Maybe it's that little monster who steals it away.
Little monster whose existence you can't realise.
Giiiiiive iiiiiit baaack toooooo meeeeeeeeeeee

I might be better off if I don't remember at all.
But people are bound to remember things if things have already happened.
Lost thing will most likely become an obsession in your consciousness.


Just where the hellll did it go??