Alternative Rock mood

you think you've won this fight
you've only lost your mind

you had to have it all
well have you had enough?

Gaaaaaaaaah

I hate it when I lose something.
It's the worst when you realise ages after you have already lost it.
And if it's something of a sentimental value.


"I can't believe your freaking stupidity."
"Can you go bang yourself on the wall?"
"Can you just.....#%&@*^!"


When you are angry with yourself you just want to curse yourself.
When your memory fails you, you wish you will just trip and fall and then be angrier.
Yes yes, irrationality comes to play.

Maybe it's that little monster who steals it away.
Little monster whose existence you can't realise.
Giiiiiive iiiiiit baaack toooooo meeeeeeeeeeee

I might be better off if I don't remember at all.
But people are bound to remember things if things have already happened.
Lost thing will most likely become an obsession in your consciousness.


Just where the hellll did it go??

Write write mode.

Back to study, study, study.
Almost one month, damn time.
Unlike 2 years ago, my feelings now are just, "Oh, same old same old."
Familiarisation is finally rolling. (Wow, you definitely take your sweet time heh)

Same old views while on the bus, same old city, same old 'uhhh school works' and endless proclamations of 'should get rid of this stupid procrastination'. (Who's talking?)

I managed to keep my attempted mini-resolution of 'sleeping before 2am' for 1 week. Genius. That one week was two weeks ago, I think. The bad habit that needs serious rectification is 'sacrificing sleep to get things done while getting enough play time for a day'.

Or after getting enough play time for a day. Yaaaaaah.

You gotta love Garfield.

Puzzle拼 ~ Studio Ghibli 之二

这一篇放在Draft已久，一年了。
时间真的过得……有时候让人开心不起来。
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Title    ：   油屋/ Aburaya/ The (Spirit) Bathhouse （1000片）
Brand ：   Ensky / Artbox (Japan)
动画    ：   Spirited Away  千与千寻の神隐

二年多前拼（是的 '_' )，购于Ghibli Museum Mitaka 里的商店。

三鹰美术馆　Ghibli Museum at Mitaka

美术馆入口 + 里面的小屋

那时去旅行最怨恨的是，好端端的相机偏·偏·在出发前坏了（才用了差不多一年）。真的，很邪。结果以上的照片全是用Ｎｏｋｉａ手机拍的。现在，相机竟然又坏了，而且又是在去旅行的前一天，还是在农历新年之前。真的，很邪咯。明明是Nikon，品质为啥那么差？现在的东西似乎都不能耐啊。


还有一幅 Studio Ghibli 是哥哥送的。
Title    ：   Tenma de todo ke/ Reach for the sky （300片）
Brand ：   Ensky / Artbox (Japan)
动画    ：   My Neighbour Totoro　龙猫

 
 
还有另一幅，一年前拼好但没有拍照就收起来了。这幅很有挑战性，每一片看上去就是brush stroke而已，拼起来就美美的啦。

Howl's Moving Castle 的原作小说很幽默搞笑，跟动画其实不一样。读了让人有好心情。

 
农历新年快过了唉唉。十月前的日子只希望能过得顺顺利利的；十月后又可以听到佳节的脚步了，想着想着心情也变得愉悦。